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livinglot2017-10-24 06:36 pm
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tl;cr meme

tl;dr relationship meme
♥ post your characters!
♥ respond to other people's characters with your characters!
♥ they tell you what their character thinks of your character, ic or ooc! tl;dr is enouraged but first impressions or even just impressions from hearsay are a-okay!
♥ react if you want! wallow in da feels
♥ other people do the same thing -- maybe you can use these for a CR chart later? go nuts
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I've gone over this before so we're doing the Canon Part in cliffnotes version, but: Gongenzaka is up there with Yuzu as one of his closest friends. He absolutely didn't have to actually befriend and get close to Yuya because Gon's a protector of the weak in general, but he did, and Yuya's eternally appreciative that Gon stuck by his side. Gongenzaka really met and stood by Yuya at his lowest point, so for Yuya being someone strong is as much for Gon's sake as it is for Yuzu's.
Gon is Yuya's reliable friend that always anchors him when he gets lost in his own excitement, strong in heart as much as body and Yuya really admires him for it. Gon is someone he sees as a noble and good person, who's truly honorable and loyal and strong in conviction and morals and not just muscle.
Yuya's not physically capable right now of protecting Gongenzaka from vampires, angels, fae, other carnival members... It's like Yuya's watching that hypothetical future where Gon was going to need him, and he was going to be strong enough, and it's just kind of falling to pieces in front of him. His view of Gongenzaka as his strongest, unshakable friend has been shaken because of how far he's been brought down, and Yuya holds his failure to be strong enough against himself.
He doesn't and can't expect Gon to just not protect him even if he asked, because he knows how far Gongenzaka will go for him. It's why he's so determined to do the same, because he cares too and he doesn't want to keep being weak and one-sided in their relationship, and the Manor is the final straw. It's a bit unsteady because his thoughts of Gongenzaka are filled with a sort of dread because of how much they love each other, but also his love with his friends is the most important thing in Yuya's world so he's caught between two feelings with his friend.
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thoughts coming soon but also Enjoy Your Egg it comes from the heart.............................