Ah, here comes pain- Or well.... ...Yeah no it's pain now.
Ginko is in the box of people Reira would never want to cause trouble for, but thanks to current events is now realizing that wow, go figure, now people care about what happens to her and other people. On top of that, her actions caused even more direct consequences to EVERYONE so....that's a thing.
Ginko being as calm as he is has a very positive effect on an empath, suffice to say. It's a bit of a constant effect-he feels calm, so she in turn feels safe, and that alone gives her a fair amount of confidence when it comes to the work he gives her-and even the work she does on her own! Avoiding angry animals is pretty easy for her, so there's probably not been any real close calls thus far with the animal keeping either. So he's a very stable-very secure figure in her life already.
Which....of course is why despite not even running into him at the ball, she feels the need to apologize for what happened. Hurting Ginko for her-and she's pretty sure by making him worry, or by going missing, she did that-is probably somewhere on line with kicking the tektite. It's mean and pointless and does nothing but make a lot of things hurt and the worst of it is that she already somewhat knows he won't be 'mad' in the way she's used to and that makes it even more upsetting.
tl;dr I guess, she wants to give Ginko a hug. And say sorry. And also offer to clean all of the poo for the rest of the year, that's something that helps right?
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Ginko is in the box of people Reira would never want to cause trouble for, but thanks to current events is now realizing that wow, go figure, now people care about what happens to her and other people. On top of that, her actions caused even more direct consequences to EVERYONE so....that's a thing.
Ginko being as calm as he is has a very positive effect on an empath, suffice to say. It's a bit of a constant effect-he feels calm, so she in turn feels safe, and that alone gives her a fair amount of confidence when it comes to the work he gives her-and even the work she does on her own! Avoiding angry animals is pretty easy for her, so there's probably not been any real close calls thus far with the animal keeping either. So he's a very stable-very secure figure in her life already.
Which....of course is why despite not even running into him at the ball, she feels the need to apologize for what happened. Hurting Ginko for her-and she's pretty sure by making him worry, or by going missing, she did that-is probably somewhere on line with kicking the tektite. It's mean and pointless and does nothing but make a lot of things hurt and the worst of it is that she already somewhat knows he won't be 'mad' in the way she's used to and that makes it even more upsetting.
tl;dr I guess, she wants to give Ginko a hug. And say sorry. And also offer to clean all of the poo for the rest of the year, that's something that helps right?